Italy was amazing.
It's nothing like you see in Books/Magazines/TV and whatnot.

That's why you can't assume things,
You need to see it for yourself.

I had so much fun,
And so many stories.

Switzerland was short, but it's beautiful there.




I live in sin.
But then again everyone does,
No matter how clean they think they may be.
The smallest things happen, to everyone.


I don't believe in religion.
It's just something there to give people hope.
All it does is cause more controversy, and seperation.

I don't believe marriage either.
Do you really think you can find one person to satisfy you for the rest of your life?
If so, why are there so many divorces and affairs.
If you love someone, you should make it work?
If you really do love someone that you want that to be the one person above all forever....you shouldn't have to "make it work", shouldn't it already be working?

I don't think you can put anyone above yourself either.
Even the most selfless person in the world couldn't do it.
You are the one person you can depend on no matter what.
The only one you can put 100% trust into, and no one can deny that.

I've seen the most loyal person, turn their back on what they thought they knew.
They made a choice, and broke a promise.

I'm very compulsive,
And I don't regret things, I don't feel guilty for my actions unless I hurt someone I truely, truely care for

I don't live my life for other people except myself
It is selfish, but I can't worry about other people they need to do that for themselves
But it brings me back to my other point, you're the only person you have no matter what

He said, "Not everyone sees the world like we do, but then again it's not their business, don't let them get you down."
And I won't, let them say what they will, I just laugh it off.
I guess our outlook is different from most. 
Some of the best memories.

I don't get attached to people.
I don't miss people either.
It's kind of weird.

I always thought goodbyes didn't bothered me.
But then I realized they don't bother me cause I never say goodbye,
I just disappear.

My first goodbye, serious goodbye.
I was gonna make it a forever goodbye.
I was upset, but it was a bad day, more than you could imagine. 
We dealt with alot, and it was a mess, and things are still working themselves out.
I want to say it sort of broke us apart, but I think it brought us more into a realization, a wakeup,
I think we better understand what's going on, and where we both stand. 
For a goodbye, especially my first, it was one of the most memorable things ever.

It's not goodbye forever, 
In a way I wanted it to be .
But we both know, it won't ever be.



There's so much to see and do in this world.
I want to be a gypsy.
Just travel all over, see all there is to see
Never make any permanent attachments.


I have alot on my mind
There could be a lifetime movie about my life.

We did one of those "first-thing-that-comes-to-your-head" games in class the other day.
Sex scandal....politics.

I hate politics
Well no I don't hate it, it's done some good
But I do hate whats become of it
The whole world has become a power struggle

I don't like discussing politics, 
I don't like ignorance,
And I don't like how people turn into savages when they don't see eye to eye

Oh, and I don't like war
I know a few soldiers "fighting for our country"
One died a few weeks ago,
It's weird knowing he's not comming back,
But yet it still hasn't really hit me

They're not "fighting for our country", 
They're dieing for it
Half of them by their own men
That's what happens to your head when you're taught to hunt people like one would hunt animals
Our country wasn't at risk, George Bush's money was
That's whats wrong with the United States, it's all about money

Bush has oil he needs to protect
It's not for the better of us,
No, no...it's to benefit his need of leisure
Oh and power.

We're just showing our "enemies" that we're dependent on them
And that were an easy target
They're gonna wear us out
And soon enough the US won't support our government
If oil is the problem, 
lower the price on electric cars and whatnot
Substitute oil, theres plenty of ways to do it
If they make it inexpensive enough for everyone
They'll see we can really "stand strong" and we don't need them
They'll give up problem solved
We don't need to kill people who have nothing to do with it to prove our point
We look like dickheads
Let's send the politcal reps in the collasium and let them duke it out gladiator style

Why do we need to compete with other lands?
Who cares who has the most money?
Or best military, technology, power.
It's just like highschool, all about competition
You all want to be the one everyone else wishes they could be

I'm leaving the country,
And maybe I'll come back in 4 years and realize this government is a mess,
But it's better than what else is out there
And somewhere our government did something right, and is providing the best for us
We'll see.

Enough political talk for the rest of say....forever